subject: Re: [filtered] Discharge from Secondary Care back to primary Care GP Services but
The response I received from Lois Derham this morning to the email made it clear that the Service will not reconsider my need to continue to have the support of Britton House and especially Dr Odesanya with a Care Coordinator to assist me to pass my daytime hours, for example fixing me up with coach trips to the seaside that Michael had seemingly promised.
I am very confused about it all and I sought the assistance of VivekaVani on Facebook as well as Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev explaining to the former in detail my mental disturbances of the past 24 years, but neither of them could assist me with concrete suggestions on whether satya-advaita yoga is delusional and I should revert to Hindu Yogashastras with its strict rules that need to be obeyed. So, since I was discharged, I have been looking for alternative mental health support from wherever I can find it. The thoughts that I have are very complex and the truth that I sought is still elusive, but there is still this compulsion to assess my past history to try and rationalise it all in my mind in case His Honour Judge Lightman of the Central London County Court announces a Hearing to see if the £100 Court Fee I had paid for my Appeal against his £4170 award of the Defendant's Costs could yet be reversed and similarly if the University of Greenwich will pay me my severance pay of £55,000. For I never was allowed to attend the Disciplinary Hearing on my terms and the Institution of Professional, Managers and Specialists (God, if He truly exists that is, alone knows where they are now) were supposed to be negotiating my medical retirement. I am not sure if Tesco or Sainsburys's will have me back say for 15 hours a week on Till Work either and Royal Mail has not contacted me for this year’s Christmas warehouse work. So, in answer to your much awaited reply, I am very grateful to you for writing to me and offer me some emotional support at this difficult time when I was very upset with what happened to Sir David Amess so I became very Islamophobic and fired off a petition at 38 Degrees and to Liberty to do something about the Quran, muddled as I was with how such a saintly person as this Parliamentarian of distinguished service to Parliament and his constituency could have lost his life leaving his wife and 5 children without a man about the house. I am sorry to have vented my anger at the Muslims. I am over it now. Let bygones be bygones, that is what I always console myself with when something bad happens to disrupt my peace of mind.
This evening I terminated my relationship with Liberty and 38 Degrees for it was not getting me anywhere near where I need to be to sort out my delusions and paranoid schizophrenia, and fearing that the State of the United Kingdom still wanted to boot me back to a far off land that I have no connections with like India and Pakistan, I decided not to meet Priti Patel when she replies to me on why she needs to see my passport when she comes to our house on Wednesday the 20 of October 2021 for a rendezvous as she put it. Please allay my fears, you know as well as I do that I would be killed by Indians and Pakistanis after all that I have said about the lot of them over the past 24 years.
This of course does not mean that I am safe in the United Kingdom either. See what happened to Salman Rushdie but I might get Police protection for the terrorists could strike me at any moment, such is the state of my paranoia.
So yes, I do not wish to be discharged from Britton House for the medications I am taking have not worked to any great effect in controlling my mental disorder. I am just managing. I drive my daughter to her workplace and bring her back home as she has not had much driving experience since she passed her Driving Test, and I do work around the house to keep myself as calm as possible under the circumstances.
I hope you can speak to Dr Odesanya urgently on my behalf so I can go and see him in Britton House before things turn really nasty for me with two major sources of possible dangers: the Court of Central London doing a Pre-Trial Hearing on me and summarily sending me to a Crown Court for consideration of a Judge to imprison me for calling the United Kingdom a nation of morons in a Police State and wanting to punch the final nail in the coffin of such a satanic State; or get incarcerated in a mental hospital: which is the frying pan and which is the fire I do not know. Perhaps you can help me understand; please.
On Mon, 18 Oct 2021 at 21:53, <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote:
Hello Dr Shantanu Panigrahi,
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You mentioned in your email you have been discharged from 'Secondary Mental Health'
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